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I laike Manga, Anime, JPOP, KPOP, writing fanfiction (and my own stories:D), drawing stuph, and err I dunno what else:D FACEBOOKING haha. Yeah um and singing ? o.o Well I can't be bothered to put any more than that so..... Yeah if you wanna know something you ASK:D hehe.LINKS
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October 07, 2010 .
I know being said is a bad way to start of a blog, but yeah.
Can I rant my feelings today ? >.<~ I'll be kind of obvious about it, so.
When someone close to you dies,
You find that there are many things to do.
Take a look at an old photograph, and smile. It's impossible to believe it. She can't be dead and gone. Unbelievable.
Get your phone and look up her contact number, and call. But you don't hear a voice. Either you hear nothingness, or the words spoken by another. Emptiness. Anger.
"Why won't she pick up?"
Walk to her room. Handle carefully the things she held, those which bear her touch. Her scent still lingers in the air, but it is faint, and threatens to disappear. Lie on her bed, slowly. Lie there... and stand up. Walk around the room.
"This is what it must have been like to be her."
Now there is no one else to do all those things. Think to yourself,
"Will everything be covered in dust, and be left untouch, for the rest of my life?"
Make sure your answer to that question is no. After this, maybe you'd be sort-of gone too, your heart closed off from the rest of the world and coated in a layer of dust, too far a reach from the caring hands which want so badly to embrace you and tell you that they're still there for you.
But that is merely selfishness of those hands. What is out of one's reach is not meant to be reached for, until it comes closer.
To those hands, when that opportunity comes, don't be so quick to grab it, though others might. The others form a sea so vast that it's impossible to know that you're the one who'll reach it. Amdist their struggle, just be patient.
Say it with your heart.
"I'll be there for you. Even if you don't need me. I always will."
And maybe two hearts will connect.
Life is irreplaceable, once God's taken it from your body and sent it up to heaven, there's nothing anyone can do about it, except maybe commit suicide. But that's just a sin in itself.
That one thing the dead desire for the most is Life. Why?
Because they want to say "sorry" to the ones missing them and grieving for them.
Because they want to say "thank you" to everyone who has helped them in their life.
Because they want to say "i love you" to those they care about.
Because they want to say a final "goodbye" to people who'd known them.
And because they need to show that their Life was appreciated.
There are always things to regret.
It's all a learning experience ? Nah.
It's something you learn to live with.
But how are you going to do that ?
Live on, I mean.
How ?
Even with her gone, you're not alone. You never are. Never will be.
You have friends. <3
And even without us, there's always her :)
She never really left you.
With her sacrifice, she'll bring happiness to you.
Who knows ?
She may be the one that ties the heartstrings of her son and his friends.
Now that it's happened, there's nothing anyone can do about it anymore, except to cheer you up. Everyone's doing everything they can. Even her.
There's no going back.
There never was, anyway.
It's just a life of moving forward, not moving on.
Move forward, little by little, with everyone you love in your heart. Leave no one forgotten.
It's not a race, but with that in mind, you'll win eventually :)
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